Find an apartment in the stable. I’ve been practically living there between university, drinking and studying. My friend there has a gorgeous KWPN gelding there who she’s been letting me ride every once in a while, he’s adorable. Additionally, she has two three-year-olds she is training and letting me help with. Their linage is amazing and seeing them grow up is great.

I already played with the two when they were just born and it’s so nice to see them grow into some gorgeous equines. Plus, they are both the sweetest young horses i’ve seen. They are calm, they don’t spook and the love cuddeling. We were laying with one of them in the stable the other day, and she didn’t even open her eyes.

Other than that, I have an exam next Monday so I’ll be a bit scarce here.
Love you all.

I’m not motivated right now to get up, drive those 1 1/2 hours to my university and back for 1 1/2 hours of lecture. 3 hours travel time, 1.5 lecture, doesn’t seem right does it? Oh well, I know I have to and going does give me valuable information, but ugh the motivation to actually get out of this door, especially when it’s raining, its nill.

On another note, I’m still slightly depressed about my breakup, which is bugging me like shit! Normally I can switch it off and say fuck it, and go meet new people, but this one seems to be lingering in my head for a while. My friend and I were jokingly thinking about wrapping his car in clear wrap, but decided against it, as he would kill me. Only makes me miss him more, bah! Liking someone is so annoying, you can’t just shut it off. Maybe I just like the mental abuse, that would make sense, haha.

Wish I had more to tell, but I am off to Maastricht to study, booo hooo. You know, sometimes I wonder who stalks me on this website. Is there any way to tell?
Love you!