I’m not motivated right now to get up, drive those 1 1/2 hours to my university and back for 1 1/2 hours of lecture. 3 hours travel time, 1.5 lecture, doesn’t seem right does it? Oh well, I know I have to and going does give me valuable information, but ugh the motivation to actually get out of this door, especially when it’s raining, its nill.

On another note, I’m still slightly depressed about my breakup, which is bugging me like shit! Normally I can switch it off and say fuck it, and go meet new people, but this one seems to be lingering in my head for a while. My friend and I were jokingly thinking about wrapping his car in clear wrap, but decided against it, as he would kill me. Only makes me miss him more, bah! Liking someone is so annoying, you can’t just shut it off. Maybe I just like the mental abuse, that would make sense, haha.

Wish I had more to tell, but I am off to Maastricht to study, booo hooo. You know, sometimes I wonder who stalks me on this website. Is there any way to tell?
Love you!

On her request, I am updating! I am not lazy, I’ve been so preoccupied that I’ve had problems typing anything coherent here at all.  But now, you can once again stalk me like no other.

dropped off the face of the earth, I’ve simply been drinking way to much for my own good!
Huzzah!